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♥ Melvin's philosophy.


♥ Introduction

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Melvin Lauren Tay AKA MR. Han Zhi.
Full time NS.
Favourite date, 150390
Rude & Arrogant.
ImMelvinTBH@hotmail.com(Facebook only)


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Diana.
Wulei.
Xuan.
Mayi.
Jasmine.



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Driving License.
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♥ Sunday, January 20, 2008

Don't know if today was suppose to be a happy day or the other way....

Just like any usual saturdays. Went to PCBunk to meet up with friends before having
dinner & following up with a movie. Saw her at plaze singapura with her 'dar' & 'laogong'
Though I won't feel a thing. But seeing 2 of them sitted with her. Jealousy came over me,
so I ate what was left & left that place quickly. Didn't wanna spoil my friends' mood.

Went back to bunk to meet jeff, zha, babytianshi & kelvin. (;
5.30pm! Just about time everyone show up. Went to cathay to buy movie tickets.
Thought by talking to them will make me not think about her, but I just can't get
her off my mind. Kelvin & Jeff went off.

7.30pm, 30mins before show starts. Sat outside cathay near the steps with
zha, babytianshi, randy, jas & xiong. Was feeling rather down. Glad zha was there to
talk to me. Just couldn't stand the fact that she was with her 'dar' & 'laogong'.
Yeah I know, no point getting jealous. She told me what she wanted to. But I just
can't get it off my mind. I love her so much.

8.00pm (; went up, get sitted & waited for the movie to start.
FUCKED up seriously. FUCKED UP MOVIE. Wasted my $9.50.
Whole movie was shown throught a video camera, if you know what I mean.
WHOLE BLOODY MOVIE WAS THROUGH A FUCKING DAMN VIDEO CAMERA!
imagine watching a 1hour30mins show while the screen keeps shaking as the
actor was running & filming. Nearly vomitted.

Cloverfield. BAD SHOW, FUCKED UP ENDING. WORST MOVIE I EVER WATCHED.

What a day, went to whampoa for a so called dinner. -_-
Had roti prata. Couldn't play billard at balestier point. =( no membership, oh well,
took a bus back to town, bugis. Played afew rounds with zha, then couldn't find the
mood to continue, sms her. But she was sleepy, so didn't wanna disturb her further.

2.30am, sigh, wanted to drink. But my bro was going to MoS, so, we call it a day. Took
a cab home with randy.

Even if she doesn't read this, I just gonna say what I felt.
I just miss her lot. Don't know why, today was
the day I miss her the most even thou I saw her eariler during the afternoon.
Friends told me to give up, because she no longer love me. But.. I always follow what my hearts tells me to.

True to your heart, your heart can tell you no lies.
My feelings for her had grew stronger. Yet again, weaker when I see her with other guys.
But when I saw her smiling & laughing happily during the conversation she had with her
guy friends in the food court, I felt happy for her.

Miss her alot, I seriously do. I'm always ready for her to come back. My arms are opened,
Just waiting for the time to close it once she's within my arms.
I love her, so so much. I can't accept reality. I can tell she no longer love me. The way she messaged me.

Just no longer feel the same..... (;


I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D



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