Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Life is hard without her by my side. Knowing she is now with another guy. Thou she is telling me stuffs about what she thinks about him. I doubt as much as what was told.

What I can do now is just pray & hope she comes back to me. I can't stand one day without
hearing her voice,
looking at how the way she talk to me like before,
& not seeing her beautiful smile on her face.

I'm with the guilt, I'm sorry for whatever happened. Changing to what I plan to be is diffcult, but to be with her. I'm willing to do it. So many things happened, & each time I thought about it. I aint feeling any better.

Looking at couples on the road, loving & caring for each other. I hope we could be like that, if you could only give me that chance. I don't wanna see your face shedded with tears, I just wanna see you smile. Thou I know you aint coming back to me. Just hope, one day, we will be together again.

My dear, I admit my mistake & I know I'm not worthy of your love. But I also realise that you are my full payment for love. The best I know how, I depend on you to save me from my hatred & anger right now. Your righteousness to my account, & giving me your enternal love is what I ask for.

I know I was too harsh on you. I should love you for who you are & not what I expect from you. One chance is all I ask for. Just that one chance. Will you come back to me?

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

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