Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Photo editted by Stephanie. Simple & sophisciated.

Yawn, tuesday.

Woke up late for school. Wanted to go for 2nd lesson, but it was pouring outside.
So yeah, went back to dreamland to enjoy life inside.

Dreamland. aww, a wonderful place to be in. No worries, no touble, no problems.
Just me & her. Nonetheless, it won't last for long.
Left dreamland at 4pm. Goodness. How am I gonna sleep now.
Its only 2.14am. Just finish clocking with guildmember.

Oh my gosh, I miss playing hermit. Don't know if I should share account
with my guildmate. Dark Knight is fun too, once you hit 4th job.
Thinking.. totally no clue which to play.

Thou maple is getting outdated, login just to kill time. Some say its a childish game.
But somehow, the ' childish ' game is where I found some new friends.
Those who stood by me when I was down. Some are just fucked up. But who cares.
Till then, I guess I'll just stick to maple for now.

Next week is chinese new year. Woot, ang bao, money come money come.
Will use it all up before feb. Got money = SPEND ! shopping.
Being quite awhile since I last went shopping. Lifeless at home.
I'm totally broke this week. Gonna dig out some money to go out soon.
3days to saturday. Wonder what would this saturday outing be. & with who.

I'm bored, restless. I need someone to kill time with me.
Not used being alone at this lonely hours. Not complaining, just my thoughts.
I would rather suffer alone then get back with her & suffer more.
She looks exactly like the girl who was once with me, but I don't know who is she.
Personality of hers has change alot.

Overwhelmed by those remakes friends have given me, I decided to put it into a memento.
No point going back to someone who has change to a person that I don't wish to be with.
I'll just wait for the right girl to come into my life.
Critical moments at this point of age. Seeking for love, yet not ready for the suffering.
It takes 2 hand to clap.

Love her,
Doesn't love me, it just don't make a sound.

I'm surrounded by morons & childish kids.
Its high time I join back my old group. Mature & understanding.
Less confusion & hearing stuffs like ' bored, what to do now '
Thou with mature groups. Outing is boring, but I like it.
Don't do much walking, just talking & drinking.
Peaceful.

She puts the bait. Bite or not to bite. Will the hurtful feeling be back?
Or is she just playing ? Is being in a relationship a challenge or is it suppose to be beautiful?
Question.

- my dear,

Naggy is good. One day when you're fully awake from your nightmare, you're thank me. ;x
Just look for a way to forget him will ya. You're only torturing yourself.
His happy, while you're upsad & disappointed.
Life isn't suppose to be this way. Its for you to experience & learn. Not stick to that piority.
You're practically wasting your pericous youth.
Cheer up. Look forward, I'm sure you're find a better boyfriend in future who will
cherish you more then you cherishing him.
Thats the kind of advice I can only give you. The rest is up to you.
& advice is what you ask for, knowing the answer is the same as yours, you just hope it wasn't true.
but, the truth hurts. Accept it, face it, remove it from your life.
You still got friends around you, it hurts them more then it does to you looking at the current stat you are facing.

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Off to shower, its time to dream about the future & whom I should choose to be with! :P
Thou theres no chance. I'll just enjoy it while I still can.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

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