Visionary Philosopher. ♥

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Its 1.30am.
Came out from my 30mins shower.

Nothing happened much today, woke up, dress, left for school.
Reach school 1.14pm, nobody came. Called martin.
'Today no class' -_-'

tmd, wasted my time walking over.
Well, anyway, went home. Chill out for awhile.
Princess wanted to go bunk, so decided to go over to find her
after my window shopping.

Went to far east at 2.30pm. Walk around, looking for a present
for my cousin. She's coming 18th! Just weeks older then me.
Oh well, walked from far east to plaza singapura,
couldn't find any thing to buy for her.

Met up with my princess & jas. Bored to the max.
Sat at bunk like a jerk.
Not long later, finally out of bunk, went to ps to buy something
before accompanying jas to the foodcourt for his dinner.

7pm, yawns, princess & jas went home. Boring day.
But who cares, I get to see my princess. (;

Took a slow walk to bugis to meet up with some old friends.
Sat at a don't know how to explain place. -_-'
Ordered a jug of cocktail & beer.

Had a super looooooooooooooong chat with them.
Miss those times when we stayed back in school to have a round
of soccer match.
Seriously, I miss secondary & pri's school lifestyle.
Everything was just so carefree. No worries, no problem.
Just us.

Tomorrow's lesson starts at 9am & I can't get to sleep
with those nightmares & my mind is going wild with
those rubbish thinking.

.....

My life is getting more & more out of hand.
I can't stand a day not talking to her.
Its killing me.
Life is short, just hope & pray
everything will go smoothly. I'm lost,
confused, frustrated, irritated.

I'm just aint myself.
I used to agree with friends that life is cruel,
but then again, its how you control your lifestyle
& about how to fit into the environment.
I'm losing my touch & control.
Wondering how was it possible, knowing
I was fine before everything that happened.
Everything is moving so quickly.

I'll just have to catch up to time & let everything fall into place.
but.. I'm afraid I can't handle the outcome.
1 more day.
Off to my own paradise.
If I can make it out of there peacefully...
Hopefully I do... (;

.....

Till then, toodies.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

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