Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Old school band with a brand new solid song. (;
Enjoy.

..........

I close the door.
Like so many times, so many times before.
Felt like a scene on the cutting floor.
When I let you walk away tonight without a word.

I try to sleep, yeah.
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me.
A thousand more regrets unraveling. Oooh.
If you were here right now.
I swear, I'd tell you this.

Baby, I don't wanna waste another day.
Keeping this inside, it's killing me.
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you(to you).
I wish that I could find the words to say.
Baby, I would tell you everytime you leave.
I'm inconsolable.

I climb the walls, yeah.
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no.
I've memorized the number
SO why can't I make the call?
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me.
In the possibility.

Baby, I don't wanna waste another day.
Keeping it inside, it's killing me.
Cause all I ever wanted comes down right to you (to you).
I wish that I could find the words to say.
Baby, I would tell you everytime you leave.
I'm inconsolable.

No, no, no.

I don't wanna be like this.
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (ooh, can't let go).

Cause,

BABY, I don't wanna waste another day.
Keeping it inside, it's killing me.
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you).
I wish that I could find the words to say.
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave.
I'm inconsolable.

Don't you know it baby.
I don't wanna waste another day.
I wish that I could find the words to say.
Baby I would tell you, everytime you leave.
I'm inconsolable.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Ooh, I'm inconsolable.
Woaa yeah yeah oooh.
I'm inconsolable.

..........

Friday, a day whereby I go out to have a drink or two,
but friends complained they're tired, so oh well, rotted at home.
Not surprised, but just disappointed that my life is just getting more & more pathetic.

I miss the past badly, seriously, I wish I could just turn back the clock
when I was in secondary 1. Times at that age was the best.
Cellphone ringing time & again, asked out by friends to relax, do alil shopping etc.
But I guess its all over now.
Got into maple, knew some cool friends inside who can accompany me when I'm down.
Just too bad they're all working & don't have that spare time to enjoy.

Maybe its time to go back to hang out with my age group.
But its just too boring. I perfer being with older people, they just got that common thing with me.
Well, I don't know, currently, my friends that are 14-16, are quite into my lifestyle.
Slacking outside, chatting, killing time.

Unlike other groups, complaining & whinning when we're doing nothing but just chatting.
Maybe thats the kind of lifestyle that teens are going throught currently.
Count me out on that.

Tomorrow's saturday, hope that friends are available to go out to kill some time with me,
instead of rotting at home on a saturday. -_-' goodness.
Its boring.

Really miss those times when my dear (xxNe369ZhAxx), bro (x3rudit3x5iN) & other
members were too free that we're always out on a saturday no matter how low out
cash flow are.
Its just a dream that will never come back to me.
Just have to cherish those times when they're free & able to go out.
Can't believe my life is getting pathetic at my age. Instead of spending those last few
moments before National Service, I'm rotting like a dog at home with my own chain around my neck.

Yawn..

Can't stop thinking about the past. (;

....

Not being able to see you is possible,
Not able to have that feeling is currently impossible.
Just need time to let that feeling fade.
Miss those times together.

'We're not fated to be together'

I don't believe in fate, I only believe in what can be done.
It takes 2 hand to clap. Fate has nothing to do with it.
Just communication & alittle luck.
Perheps its time to put the past into a memento stat & carry on with my life.
No one can't live without another's perserveance.
I glad that you're found a better guy to be with & not getting upsad when you're with me.
I wish you all the best & my blessings are with both of you.
Apperciate the past. Cherish the future.
I believe I can find happiness with another one like you do.
Hope that person can appear with all the love she got.

....

Off to bed! Its 5am & I need some good rest for tomorrow's outing!
Toodies~

WITH LUCK, You'll see me or I'll see you there my princess. (;

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

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