Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Sunday.

Woke up, whole family out.
Home alone till 9pm. No lunch, no dinner.
Practically stave the whole day.

Dota, chat, maple all day long.
Parents reached home at 9.30pm
Order mac for me, knowing I didn't ate for the whole afternoon.

Zzz..

every step that was taken from that day onwards, was to get closer,
its only till then, I was convicted that I can't live up to any expectation of a girl.
Time has shown the path, the way to take a step back.
Numb.

More or less, the answer is there, to take a step back or to continue
stepping towards the goal.
Surrounded with questions. & idiots are appearing to corrupt the moments.
Flirts are what make oneself lose confident in every aspect of your existance.
& unless, without great power from another, I see no way
you could turn the table around to the proper position.
Words, actions, gives out the personality you're having.
Putting yourself to the test, its diffcult, if somehow, you manage to pull throught,
Its when you turn into a changed person.

Till that someone decide to open that door from the outside,
its when you think that person will be who you wanna be with.
On the other hand, the other party don't seek the same thinking as you.

Thats when you're back to square one.
Situations alike are best to be left alone, before the wound reopens.
Upon understanding the personality that whoever is carrying,
will only the 2 hands clash & make a lovely sound.
Other then that, don't waste everybodys' time.
Show signs, movement.

20days & counting.

(; till then, toodies!

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

11:29 PM