Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Tuesday morning. 2am

Frustrated, confused by my surrounding, using this to vent it as much as possible.
What a day whereby my handphone is spoilt, 2days away from chinese new year. _l_
Just had supper.
Father was talking, nagging to my sister & myself.
About the things we're currently undergoing, pressure is increasing.
Getting more & more strict nowadays, its either his under stress in his job,
or he just mean well. I don't know.

Anyway, woke up at 10am this morning thanks to the macdonald man.
Spamming my house phone, destroying my door.
Thought my mom would answer, but when I woke up, no one was home.
lmao.
Quickly open the door & apologize, told him to keep the reminding change as tips. (;
Slept 4hours today. Feeling tired & depressed, I'm tired, but I just can't close my eyes.
Too many things to think about.

Went to school at 1pm, got home by 3pm or so.
Dying of boredam. Played dota, maple.
Chat on msn, stuffs. Nothing much to do anyway.

Yawns,

Rotted like a dog at home. Watched 5.30-6.30 show.
Followed by 7.30-8.30pm
& not to forget 9pm-10pm show.

Chatted in game awhile before I went for a short exercise.
Did alittle overboard, muscles are aching.
Rest for 30mins, gastric started, no appetite when dinner was serve.
Control the pain till 12midnight till I decided to order macdonalds. again.
Yeah. lmao, got cursed by the idiot stephanie. Ask me to die early.

How I wish I could, life's miserable. I see no point in continuing this life no more.
Lets hope something bad happen to me soon, end all this misery.
Pray for a better life in the next world. ;D

....

C'mon bro, seriously, don't be dumb. You're just ' the REBOUND GUY '
She is just using you to forget her ex.
You're just a subtitude. She aint loving you, just using you. Be smart please.
If she's in a mess, you better step aside, or you're get yourself into the mess.
Althought love is blind, but love the person if you think you can find happiness with.
Don't make it a one sided love, you'll just get hurt.
One day, she may just say it out loud ' I miss my ex-boyfriend alot '
How are you gonna handle this unbearable situation? Think twice.
This is what I got to say to you. Take care my friend.
Always here with open ears for you. Text me if you must. (;

Love, means giving someone the ability to hurt you, trusting they won't.
Remember this.

....

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

2:04 AM