Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Wednesday.

Quite awhile since I last blogged.
Well, heres one to keep it alive for awhile. (;

Life is normal for now.. I guess, can't be bothered thou.
Looking forward to 15th march!
2weeks from now.

Can't wait for that day to come.
Couldn't be bothered to think what I'm gonna do after that.
But oh well, step by step.

Went to school as usual, missed out alot in school.
Didn't attend school for the past week.
Was suffering from insomnia, awww, don't ask why.
Don't know why I'm suffering from insomnia too.

Tried to catch up with what I was losing out in school.
Was struggling, but no choice. I just had to do it
after the interview I had with my teacher.

Come to think of what was told this afternoon by my teacher.
I really don't know what I want now.
I can't concentrate well in class, my mind is confused.
Trying to be like what I was like when I was 13years old.
Carefree, no worries, no suffering, no torture, no problems.

But its just a wishful dream, not that I can't,
but its just the surrounding I'm dealing with.
So much so that everything happened too fast for me to
even decide what must be done, what must be left alone.
I brought myself to this stage, can't blame anyone but myself.
Easy to release, hard to control.
Don't wanna get back to square one. Just letting
everything take its place. I want what I want.
Thou its just my thinking, I hope it will be what I prayed for.
I just wanna achieve this right now.
Thats all I need.

Friends told me what to do after that?
Will you be like what you used to be? hot tempered?
I don't know, I didn't wanna think that much.
I just want to get what I seek.
Might not be completely, but.. I'm just not mentally prepared
to suffer the consequence.

awww, screw this shit. (;

what will the reply
be if the question
was gonna affect you
for a lifetime?

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

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