Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Yawn, Sunday again.

Woke up at 2pm, dota friend called to ask me join him in a game or 2.
Wasn't fully awake yet, so went back to sleep.

Fully awaken at 2.30pm.
Saw my princess 1st message. -.-'
What a reply.

Well, anyway, whole family was out except my dad.
Went to my auntie house.
Having a big headache, drunk too much last night.

Went online maple. & this is what made my sunday
not boring, but totally screwed up.
Things didn't went well with my close friends.

Argument arise during the conversation,
its sad & heartbreaking to see the ones
I walk with in my life for 2years to have an
unnessecary argument over a pathetic game.

The game brought me lots of close friends,
but at times, when greed overcomes oneself,
he/she changes. Its not a good sight to see
people who get too uptight with their games
till they start to neglect & think of the conqeusence.

Friendship is 101% more important then game.
This is say again, the game is there to make friends
get closer to each other. Not to compare whose better.
Thought at this, you wanna be the best, but you can't.
Move on, who gives a shit if you're top.

Its not like S.R Nathan is gonna award you with a yearly
supply of cash.

20days to my big day & its getting from bad to worse,
day by day, situation is getting out of control.

I know whatever happened today is gonna affect the
2years of friendship. But I pray & hope everything
will settle down as soon as possible.

Not because I wanna celebrate my birthday with you guys,
but also, I don't want our friendship to be ruined over a game.
To you, its worth the while, but its not to me.

My friends are getting lesser & lesser as day goes by.
Its not a good sign, I'm starting to cherish those around me.
But at times, my personality & character make those
whom I wanna be with get further & further from me.

My friend, you know who you are,
what you do at night, appear by noon.
I hope this is a well-learned lesson for you,
friend is what you need, not game.
Game is just to pass time.
Today, you have seen who are your friends,
& who are not.
I've been throught what you're going throught now.
Please wake up. Face the facts, don't escape.
Those who called you friends once, but not anymore.
Ignore, remove, throw. You don't need them.
Those who stand by yourself no matter what you did,
are your friends. Even thou you screwed things up yourself.
By the end of the day, we're still here for you.

1st love isn't a easy task to overcome, but
together with those around you, its a matter of time
before you get over it.
In the process, emotional problems occur while being alone,
reminisce on the past, no questions asked, rest,
wake up the following day.
Put the past behind, look towards the future.
Cry, if you must. Release those tears that has been
haunting you for the past week, months, years.

Searching for a true love isn't easy.
Being called a flirt, isn't a nice thing to hear,
but what can you do? You're just searching for the one you wanna be with.

Thou, rejection sure is hard to take.
Just accept it. Dilemma?
Be it. Let it go once you're done.
Its part of life.
Easy to find, hard to keep.

.....

As the clock moves, the thoughts stopped on
the clock where the messages whom was send
by her let the warm loved feeling move in.
No doubt you're fading, but I just have to
dream about the fantasy be with you.
Pray for a miracle, hope for the best,
avoid the mess.

.....

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