Visionary Philosopher. ♥

After everything that had happened few weeks ago.
I came to a stop whereby I think enough is enough.

Making decision is a huge responsibility,
yet, it seems so hard to make the real choice.
It was a respect given that made the way she want it to be.
Drafting further and further as day pass.
Switching back to reality, cramp up at home.
Work, or not to work.
Its the holiday session again and I'm worried about what
is to be done during the break.
Whats worst is what will be done after National Service.

She made the move,
She took the 1st step,
She decided what is to be done.

And sometimes, the truth hurts.
Doubt about words spoken out whole-heartedly
isn't hurtful, but negative respond upon what
was told truthfully replied back in an unexpected way.

Oneself lost faith in everything during the 1st experience,
but yet, many overcome that phobia and move on with life.
Seems so easy, yet so difficult to accomplish

Tried to move on, but it hurts just to see
the atmosphere changing so rapidly.
It was just a wishful dream..
I'll take it as a well taught lesson.
1st wasn't good enough. 2nd was improving.
3rd won't be a mistake.
Pester no more. x)

After what happened this morning.
Slept at 7am. Woke up at 9am.
Teacher called & whine on the phone about me not going to school
for today's term test.
Mistaken by what was said to my father from my teacher.

I got a 30mins techno from him.
It's really screwed up when oneself doesn't get the facts right
before scolding.
What could be done was to get up which was not necessary.
Its was an ONLINE test.

Teachers asked for attention from students is pretty obvious they can't make the lesson interesting for us to give him the attention he needs.
And therefore whine about the grades during term test or whatever it is.

Another year has passed,
with nothing special to celebrate about.
Losing grip of the rope tied onto them...

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

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