Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Friday.

Woke up at 3pm. Skipped lesson.
Couldn't wake up. Missed my exams. Haas.

Was too pissed of over what happened yesterday,
couldn't get to sleep untill 6am.
Lay on bed for 2hours staring, thinking,
wondering.

I broke my promise by using vulgarities on the opposite sex.
Regretted alot.
I'm a person with an attitude that no one can ever changed me.
Its what I am, can't live with it, so be it.
Get lost, move far, avoid me.

I'm your friend,
I'm your buddy,
I'm your brother.

I'm there when you're down. But I just hate the
way you treated me.
I'm not someone for you to vent your emotional break down,
frustration & anger.
If you have a problem, you talk nicely.
I won't mean entertaining your problem. But please,
don't use me as your punching bag.
I don't tolerate this kind of bullshit.
When you're bored, you look for me.
When you're surrounded with guys whom you wish to be with.
I'm a nobody.

How many times I tried to control my anger.
But maybe that's you. I tried to accept you for who you are.
It reach a limit whereby I can't take it anymore.
I took more then a step back from you.
I don't wish to get hurt again. Its hard to accept the fact
that you're no longer into those times where
we used to enjoy being together.

Girls complain about guys.
Guys too, on the other hand complain about girls.

But the problem isn't with any of them,
its how the situation falls into.

Lovers will always stay strong till
the Love is gone.

From lovers. Protect the L.
Before its over.

But I don't stand a chance to hold that letter L in
my place. Insomnia.
I wish I could just tell you why.
I'm feeling so awkward.

Some say, let fate decide you ways.
Fate? where to find fate if the chance isn't there for you to grab.
Love can't be forced, understandable.
That's why I sit here, from the very back.
Looking at you when you smile
with a beautiful face.

Its time to move on, but I can't move on
till what I wish to say be said.

....

I want you not because you're who I thought you are,
Its because you spotted me when I was invisible.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

3:20 AM