Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Monday.

5days to big day.
Waiting outside zakum's altar.
Frustrated over the triple throw, wondering when will I get it.

I wanna train.
As day go by, I login to rot.
& over seeing stuffs that were not meant to be seen.
Pissed off, but yet, can't do a shit about it.

Its been a long time since I experienced stuffs,
that I can't handle it properly.

Well, and they say to let fate decide out destiny.
I think its nothing but just full of rubbish.
There's nothing in this world that cannot be done as long as you believe,
so they say.

Sometime, I just wonder, if that step I took towards
the path which my heart told me to was really the way I want it.

To consider that person's situation, background, status.
Its just a crush, no love is involve.

But to love, no lovers will consider any situation
each will make them feel better.
Because it was love that brought them together.

True love is hard to find.
I'm beginning to understand the meaning.
One sided love is nothing.

Hard to find, yet harder to hold.
I'll leave if you would tell me to.
' I ain't loving you no more '

If you could say this straight in my face.
I'll go, otherwise, its that 1% that keeps me going on.

Love, means giving someone the ability to hurt you,
but trusting they won't.

I'll bear all abilities given if that could make you mine. (;
Your signs of getting irritated & frustrated are there.
I understand, I'll make that move. Harass you no more.

...

I got to move on & be who I am,
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand,
we might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now..

I gotta go my own way...

...

Despite of everything you done,
eventually, they'll hate you.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

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