Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Sunday!

For once, I'm feeling great on a sundays.
Watching some replays this morning, 2am.
Was exhausted, replay was half way through,
slept on my keyboard.

Drag myself to the bed & knock off at 3am or 4am.
Lost track of the time during the replay.
Was soooo deadbeat that I was semi sleeping throughout.
Didn't switch off my computer & tv till after I woke up
at 10am.

Feels good to wake up early in the morning
for once!
Due to the screwed up lifestyle I'm having right now,
its a miracle to sleep at such a timing & waking up
before 11am.

Was in a very good mood due to my sub-conscience.
After all this years, I finally found the main key
to oneself own happiness.

Sub-conscience is what brings the character out of you.
Its so easy that people often neglect their
sub-conscience. It was till then I tried to find out
the true meaning of that.

Many times when you think what you're gonna do is wrong,
but yet you're doing it.
Its only after doing it, you realize that you
wasn't thinking only what was is done.
The outcome of what was gonna happened
is all in your conscience, but you're just out of control.

When your emotional problems are getting the better of you.
You feel sad because you want to feel that way,
but if changed to the opposite, you're feel
extremely overwhelmed & its a great feeling.

Many times after my breakdown, I felt emotionally unstable.
Its only after the mindset is changed to the opposite
thinking, my life changed alot.
People interfered with my life, which was a good sign.
Keep me up, stand up tall & walk through those rocky paths.

Be happy, think happy thoughts, & you're feel the
greatness within your conscience.

People said ' I tried to, but I can't get over her/him '
Its all in your fucking useless damn brain.
That's what you wanna do, that's why you're so pathetic.

' I can't get over it after ample of times '
You're weak. C'mon, wake up.
Switch your pathetic left back to reality.
Its not the end of the world for fuck sake.

Trust me when I say so (:
No harm trying unless you plan to be stuck in
that fucking hole which no one even plan to help
you out if you're that stubborn & arrogant.

Friends, parents cry & suffer when they
see you at this kind of status.
But by the end of the day, its you whom will make the changes
to you life.

' Leave me alone, I just wanna be like this, I'll die without him/her '
Having this thoughts is what I call 'stupidity'
Who gives a shit if you're wasting your time on something
not worth having.

18th wishes.
A new start,
A new resolution,
Cherishing what is left,
Removing those nuisance around,
Stick together as one,
Bond like we didn't bond before.

&

last but not lest.

A new Me. (:

P.S to those who have hatred in me.
please carry on. x)
I won't mind.
I'll wave at you when I pass by changi resort.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

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