Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Tuesday. ~_~
was waken up by grandmother to eat lunch.
a quick blog! xD

11more days to big day!

I'm not sure if what I'm blogging now is completely facts.
Cause I just woke up, & my mind is currently not working so well.
I'm still semi-waken.

Went to school at 1pm to take my phase test.
Was nervous, didn't had any clue of what kind of test it was. ;x
My attendance in my school speaks for itself.

Well, before I went in, friend told me it was easy.
Indeed, it was ;x
Completed everything within 2mins, hand up to teacher
& left for home at 1.15pm.

Went online awhile. Then went to sleep. x)
Didn't sleep for like 24hours. Suffering from insomnia again.
Tsk tsk.

But not totally. I went to dreamland for a short period of
2hours from 4am-6am.
I love it alot. It was an amazing dream I had. :D
HAHA, for me to know, for you to find out.

But still, some say dreams are opposite of reality.
I hope not. :(
I want that dream to be reality. I seriously love it.
Then suddenly woke up at 6am. Pissed off.
Thought I could live in fantasy for like forever.
Trained with my bro till 12noon, rest for awhile
before my shower then off to school.

Smoking kills, I could feel my lungs aren't feeling the same no more.
For a moment, I was happy.
I could leave this pathetic world.
I just can't take the pressure anymore. I don't wanna continue this.

But, the things around me just pushed me to up...

I don't know what to do. I think I'll stop here..
Back to dreamland. x) Its better there.

...

I'm 99% sure you don't like me,
but its the 1% that keeps me hanging on.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

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