Visionary Philosopher. ♥

School reopens!

Skipped Monday & Tuesday's lesson.
Was only till last night.

At 1.23am, was glazing outside the window,
beautiful sight for once.
A full moon. & while smoking.

Sudden thoughts of what am I to do after National Service
kept me standing there for 45mins.

What can I do with a pathetic 'N' level certificate.
Though ITE's life is not so tough, but yet I choose to
skip lessons.

My dream was just to lead a normal life with my 'wife'
which is my car.
Its being my dream all along to drive my own sweet car.
But my current status is so screwed up.
I seriously need to reconsider taking up further studies.
Then again, what am I to do after National Service.

Current status in ITE isn't good.
My marks are nothing but disappointment.
How many times did I told myself to change, but I'm still the same.
Gees, I don't know when is the day when my mind is turned to the
correct direction.

Perhaps, it a little too late. But still, I'm gonna preserver.
My motivation was given from my tuition teacher once again.
Her letter given to me on my birthday was nothing but full of inspiration.
Maybe she is just lying, but little did I know, her lies kept me going.

Come to think of it, she's always there for me when I fall.
Though advice is what we asked for when we already know the answer
but wish we didn't.
Day by day, I crawl to her for advice.

Aww, this is such a screwed up post.
Won't go further.
Toodies!

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

8:35 PM