Visionary Philosopher. ♥

Trying to seriously figure out what is wrong with my timing & brain right now.
Was used to waking up on time for school in the past.

Well, during Pri 1 till Sec 4 of course.
The sense in my brain always give me that thinking to wake up
when I overslept.

But now, a year & a half passed. Spending my time in ITE is good.
Then again, the sense of lateness just can't get me up.
Maybe because I know its okay to skip a lesson or 2.
Due to my laziness.

Pathetic, but then again, brain do wonders.
I really wanna change that mindset around.
I wanna go to school & be a good boy!

I wanna get my certificate.
School was very slack today. Maybe the teacher is lousy? Some may say.
But I don't think he is. He makes the lesson very interesting.
Maybe thats why I only have a full 101% attendance with him.

After an hour in class, he was talking about business & future.
Was quite a topic he choose though.

& after a 30mins of thinking in class while the teacher himself
was slacking.

A sudden thought came rushing through my brain & I really agree to myself.
That's life,
Working, getting good pay is one thing.
Being a boss or employee, it has the same principal.

In the working world, money isn't everything.
But being generous is one thing.
Thoughts of if you're pay is average, but your boss just treat you
very well.
Giving bonus to you or whatever so within months or per year
is better then having a double pay with the new boss ranting & ranting
over you like as if you're his living animal.

10years with the similar boss. He treats you well.
1 year with a different boss, He treats you like dirt.

I'll prefer the 1st. After working so long, he gain your trust, so do you.
Some may say, money changes oneself personality.
No doubt its true.

But friendship is one thing that money can't buy.

Planning too far ahead? Perhaps.
But I just hope to get a good boss in future when I moved on
to the working world.

Stable pay for a car is all I ask for right now. (:
All priority has been drafted & re-arrange.
But friendship will always be ahead of money, that's for sure.
I'm trying very hard to remove those love life away till I think its worth having.

I have no right to judge others.
To those who I judged in the past, my sincere apology.

I'll learn to love, judge & take good care of myself before
I have the right to do so to another person.
But currently, I just need to love myself.
Drafting far away from friends.

Attempt suicide was stupid. I must say.
I won't elaborate. For me to know, that's all. (:

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

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