Visionary Philosopher. ♥

A unexpected blog before getting ready for school! x)

Friday.

Went to school at 8am. Slept in school for awhile,
before heading home at 11am for a proper sleep.
Didn't slept whole night on Thursday. x)

Woke up at 6pm.
Was dying of boredom at home.
Called friends to find out where are they.

Browse through my handphone for numbers.
& finally noticed, none of those inside will be free.
So, called Keat, he was at bugis, what else to do but to
went down to find him.

Rotted with him for 2hours before finding my cousin.
Wanted to meet up with my cousin before finding my mom & dad
at the pub they usually ' choing ' at.
But, plan didn't went as I wanted it to be. Sadist.
Cousin send his girlfriend home while I
did a little window shopping alone at bugis.

Didn't want to be their ' tian teng bao ' =D
Took the last train to Pasir Ris to stay over at cousin's place.
Met my female cousin's boyfriend at their place.
Chat abit before playing dota with my cousin till 6am!
Goodness, what a time to be still up playing com.

Slept at 6.15am...

Saturday. Yawnification.
Woke up at 2pm.
Cousin's girlfriend called & cry over the phone,
whatever happened is none of my business.
But making so much noise, it disturbed my beauty sleep!
I'm surprised that his phone was so loud that I could
heard her cries.

Back to square 1 again. No one to go out with. x(
Play com till evening.
Followed cousin to cineleisure for dinner before
finding my neighbour for a jug of cocktail.

Went home at 11pm.
Haha, played com again. -.-'
How lifeless can I get.
Played till Sunday 2pm.

Slept & woke up at 8pm.
I celebrated Mother's day in my dream.
It was wonderful. Haha.
Parents punish me by not buying dinner for me.
How cruel.

Called Toh, ask him whether he could have a kind heart
to accompanied me for dinner.
Had roti prata for dinner, slack & chat awhile.
Topic during dinner was very disturbing.. even till now.
The sentence that is really making me really really
frustrated, fed up & stressful.

' What are you gonna do after NS ? '

I got no clue.

Headed home at midnight.
Play dota with toh, AGAIN!
Till now. (:

His left for camp while I'm blogging here right now.
Another day of school without sleep.
Just hope I don't fall dead later on during my Nafa.
Till then, toodies~ off to school. x)

P.S Couz!
Chill out. It'll work out just fine. :D Cheers!
Communication is what couples need. Good Luck!

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

6:53 AM

Though it seems so real, it only happened when my eyes was shut.
It's always being my fantasy living in a perfect world.

& its really that perfect,
sometimes, the brain really do wonders.

At a point of time, you could remember every single thing
being done at that particular moment, & at the very next,
when all eyes are opened, it just washes every thoughts of it.

History repeats itself inside dreamland, for that's all I could remember.
But just mending those mistakes everytime it 'repeat' itself.
Those times upon repeated, was tragic.

Living in a world with just you & me.
Spending those times together for just a short period of time
is very pleasing.

But somehow, the face wasn't clear. Curious, yet frustrated.
scratching heads just to find who was she..
Its always the opposite of dreams & reality, still, its nice.
Though I don't have much hope in it. It's just my fantasy.

....

They asked, what had became of me.
Question running through was always the same.
' I don't know? '

Seeing a different person surprised people around,
especially those whom you are close with.
Though its barely a slight change, to others,
its an unexpected personality management.

Talking & asking about what will become of you
upon sticking to her/him after a period of time.

Does everyone's background matter that much
to someone?

Nobody wanna know you past. It's like they said, past.
Unless those bastards just won't change.
Skipping those ridiculous question will be handful.
Dwell on the past are for the weak,
Look towards the future are for those who can live to forgive & forget.

....

I dwell on my past very much. x(
But not over girls that's for sure.
When I saw my cousin stepping into my house,
I reminisce on the past, being with him & those friends
was great.
Just too bad they went back to their hometown.
We separated then. 2 years.
How time flies.

School is currently my only entertainment now.
Other then that, I got nowhere to go, yet
I don't understand why are those fucked up letters coming in
now & then. Thoughts of quitting school..
Exhausted, irritated, frustrated with those argument between
family & myself.

Cousin's just don't feel the same anymore.
Maybe it's because of the relationship all of them are involve.
Tsk tsk, can't be helped.

Girlfriends/Boyfriends are more important to them.
Sometimes I browse through my phones, just looking
for that one person, who can kill time with me.
& as it is being done, those whom I wish to dial.
Just isn't there no more.

Making calls for a last minute outing those days
were as simple as it could be.
Things changed, making calls nowadays.
It just won't get through no more.

Turn back time.. Seriously, just turn back time..
I'm missing my clique very very much.
Give them back to me! Somebody!

I'm on a shopping spree whereby clothing's bought
are just rotting in my cardboard.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

7:45 AM

Hey there readers ! =D

Its being quite awhile since I last blogged.
Well, there's nothing much to blog anyway.

Hmm, Wednesday is the only day which I enjoy the most
in school. Because its just damn slack in class.
Haha, was so exhausted today, but thanks to my sister's
friends who came to my house & made so much noise that
I woke up at 1.30pm.

Wash up, got changed & left house at 1.45pm.
Reached class at 2pm. Only the Chinese groups were there.
Thank god, otherwise, I'll be alone with the dark meats.
Since today's lesson is always so slacking,
chatted with my friends alittle while before
turning on my iPod & went to dreamland for an hour or so.

Woke up at 3.00pm to play with the robot in my class
awhile before class ended.
Teacher crap alot & made the class very enthu.
I suppose thats his ' secret weapon ' to making
100% of the students in his class to attend his
every single lessons.

Sectorhead came into the class to check out the new
robot from ABB ( Sweden's product )

Was pissed, the moment he stepped into my class,
he walked towards me & saying those usual sentence.

' Have you hair cut as soon as possible '
But I couldn't be bothered anyway, so I just replied ' Ok ok '
to make him stop his grandmother's stories

Teacher in charge of us today said to me too.
' Woah Melvin, your hair is fantastic '
But for some reason, I just laughed at what he said.
Maybe because his just too kind towards me, so yeah,
I didn't see a need show him any attitude of mine.

3.45pm, Class ended.
Went to take a bus to Toa Payoh to do some payment.
Did a little shopping around Toa Payoh before heading home.

I'm just so into shopping nowadays, don't know why.
But I'm just cleaving for more clothes.
Even though I hardly go out anymore like I usually do
back then.
But like what my mom said, its never enough to have any clothes.

Seeing those students in uniform just reminds me of the time
I hang around in Toa Payoh after school.
Miss those times.
Well, Toa Payoh isn't a place for guys I guess.
Nothing caught my attention. So went to take a bus back
at around 5.30pm.

Got home, rest awhile, & my butt is stuck on my chair since that.

Father came back with my tailor-ed jeans.
Tried them on, fits well.
& also bought a Punch-In hole for belts. If you know what I mean.
Punch 2-3 holes into my new white belt. =P
Just for the sake of playing with it yeah.

I wanna go out!
Any plans on saturday~ Give me a dial & I'll make your group go wild!
I'm so bored at homeeeeeeeeeee.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

10:08 PM

i'm currently crapping a hole in my toilet bowl!

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

1:15 PM

Happy Labour Day to all!

Slept at 8am today. Gosh, just too anxious over what I'm gonna do
today!

Shopping spree.
Woke up at 1.40pm.
Parents went to Toa Payoh to collect some stuffs before
meeting me at Marina Square for my shopping spree.

Shower, make up a little bit before leaving house at 2.30pm.
Took a cab down to Marina Square to meet up with my parents & my brother.
Had lunch at the food court.
Man, it was flooded with china ladies.
Quickly ate my meal & headed to my very 1st shop!

Zara Men!
Bought a T-shirt & a white jeans, like finally.
A worth buying jeans. No more budget skinny white jeans.
Well, I'm not the one paying the bills anyway. x) Haha.

2nd shop was quite random, father wanted to buy a budget jeans.
Saw a shirt that caught my attention. So yeah, took the shirt
threw it together with my father's jean for payment.

Couldn't find converse in Marina Square. But oh well, never mind!
Walked to Suntec City, was quite packed, squeeze through
the crowd was irritating. Especially with those dark meats
surrounding me. The smell was horrible.

Found the converse shop at Suntec, went in to pick a shoe
for size. Was quite fast though. Less then 5mins before payment was done.
Bro wanted to buy a movie.

Followed him to BlueMax or whatever you call that.
Waited for him to pick his movie.
What an ass.
Picked a stupid cartoon movie which cost $49.90 bucks.
Rofl.

Since everyone in my family had bought their stuffs,
or rather, my stuffs. Wanted to call it a day.
Went to Food Republic to grab a drink before heading home.

L.P Zone Shirt. Cost : S$16.00

Zara Men T-Shirt. Cost : S$89.90

Zara Men White Jeans. Cost : S$99.90

Converse Shoes. Cost : S$59.90

A smile to psycho my parents for the clothings. Cost : Priceless.

There are somethings that money cannot buy,
where else, there's always parents there to foot the bills for you.

Spend exactly $265.70 today.
But thank god my parents was there. AGAIN, to settle my bills.
I'm so delighted I didn't have to use my pocket money to buy those clothes.
If not I'll be going on a hunger strike!

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

6:18 PM