Visionary Philosopher. ♥

The uber fairytale..

It came about knowing the opposite party via e-mail sending, and taking progress to an online chatting room before the numbers have being exchanged. It was like everyone thinks, it's just a leisure program to make oneself relax from those stressful things in work/school/part-time job etc. Some went to an extreme of meeting outside for a cup of tea and so. An uber get-to-know each other better. It will never occur a sensation feeling when having the intercepting with each other unless for certain reason.

The 1st met up brought nothing but an impression from the outlook. It's only when the meet up gets regular before the sensation feeling was put into the matter. From friends, and some, lovers. The odds are always 0.1% of each party to get together. Not that it's impossible. But it's just an uber fairytale. Being through this fairytale for a short period before going separate ways. The memories will always be there whenever something look/played during the togetherness. But the fact is, it'll never last. Definition of " Lovers " via Internet and getting together in less then weeks are usually called crush instead of you know what.

Whereby some are different, they gave you a chance to really became friends in reality before stomping a huge disappointment and leave you alone like a piece of trash they're done with after clearing up the food. It's both a good and bad thing. But let's not elaborate further...

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

10:41 AM

Being older is a blessing, then again...

It's been running through my mind for the past few days after what happened 2days back when I asked my mom for some cash to buy stuffs. During the younger days, when asking for parents for money, questions will be asked like what was the money for or whatever do you need it. Never did I thought asking for cash nowadays are so much easier. Expected to receive $20bucks instead of $50 when I request for some cash to buy food. It's only after she passed me the money without asking what was I gonna buy besides food that kept me up with this post. Maybe during the younger days, we're childish and naive till parents wouldn't give us money unlike now, when we're older, repaying money for your responsibility.

Even Grandma is doing the same, it's either in the genes that my mom and grandma share, or.. I don't know. But at the end of the day, no matter what reason is behind those questions, I still love both grandma and mom very much. Grandma's getting old, but I hope she stays with me forever..

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

6:27 PM

It's okay to pamper yourself.

Went out to Orchard with cousin and his girlfriend late evening today. Went to takashimaya for dinner before heading to find whatever the couples were trying to look for at Gucci. They found a bag of their liking and was drooling all over the bag. I was making a guess that the price of the bag was $500, but to my shock. It's double then expected. Fuck. Didn't know branded stuffs, and I mean really branded stuffs can be so unpractical, especially when you're saving and slogging your guts for months just to buy something that MIGHT last as you think it would. Though it's okay to pamper yourself once in awhile, I'll stick to my principle of being practical at times. $1k for a school bag.. Not my type.

Walked opposite to Paragon to see some other stuffs under Gucci. Shoes $660, Belts $300-$500. I swore I would have a hard time walking into these shops ever. The price is so damn crazyisation. Throw me the 1k and I'll shop till I drop. Rather then buying one just one item from Gucci. Especially at my age.

Being practical.. Figure it yourself. Other than the shocking prices of Gucci. I was tired throughout the whole walk. Till there's something to write about, I'm gonna have my beauty sleep now.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

12:07 PM

Teachers that deserve respect.

It's 11am right now and I'm sitting on my chair blogging about this title instead of being in school for a practical lesson. New module is so fucked up, I hate to touch oily stuffs especially when it comes to machinery oil. Recently, Teachers are giving some motivation to why they should turn up for lessons and those reasons are valid, not that going to school is a burden. But I finally found some good reasons to turn up for school no matter how tired I am. Well, not that I'm tired, but my time is all in the opposite timing of those regular working people and students who sleeps at 11pm and waking up early in the morning. Holidays are coming and I'm feeling quite stressed up not knowing what to do during the holidays. Getting a job.. Like I posted below, isn't gonna be easy. Unless miracle happens. A pub is offering a job right now and I could stay next week.

When schools are on, we're on holiday mood, and when holidays are around the corner, we hope it won't come. For me though, not sure about you guys reading this post. Nothing surprising to me as this feeling often occur to me like every 2weeks before the holiday starts. And talk about giving teachers respect, when he finally knock some sense into me, it had to be a week before holiday. I can't prove to him I'm a change man! How upsetting. Never mind, I'll do just that when holidays are over.

It's time for some facial treatment during the holidays to remove those eye bags and pimple that appear on the Prince's face during this past few weeks due to the lack of sleep.

Regarding the overseas trip planned by you know who you guys are. I'll take it as you guys are out. Pardon for the rudeness but in future, kindly let me know instead of making me feel like a bloody fool staring at my handphone for weeks waiting for just a simple reply. It's not that I'm being sensitive, but can't you have the basic manners of at least giving an answer to if you're attending the trip? I didn't expect you guys to be so immature after all this years. If you guys even regard me as a friend.. I don't wish to go into details. Besides being disappointed, no words can describe your attitude towards a friend. As for those who gave me a reply, much appreciated.

Ain't gonna get this fucked up issue to disturb my sleep in a few minutes. Grow up and prove yourself to be a changed person. Till then. Let's not hope this will follow you any longer.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

11:10 AM

Being blissful is a blessing.

Finding myself as a fortunate person in the family is has a very strong blissful feeling, though others might have better feelings than me, it's better to not compare families with one another. Students working just for the sake of doing their shopping while I make a ring for the bills to be paid, not being boastful but just saying. Then again, those working for their own clothing's have that hardworking spirit inside of them and not me.

Unfortunately, when trying to get used to the working life, no jobs are available or rather, unsuitable schedule. Sad, but, you can't force the manager to hire you or change the schedule just to fix your timetable. Most highly-paid job are usually when friends recommend them to you or whatever it is. But friends come and go, those which are still intact are either at Macdonald's or as a waiter at some unknown resturant, or either office jobs with experience. Seeing some friends during outing when we're no longer in contact doesn't mean you have to be rude though. A simple "Hello" or greeting will be good. Just because the contact isn't there, doesn't mean you need to spoil your image and make you look like an idiotic friend which once went out together. Not that I'm complaining, but have some sense of pride in your family for bringing your upbringing.

Start from the bottom and climb up the ladder, which is what most of the working people are been told now and then, but not at my age. I don't believe in working at a job that you won't like or not really into it as it'll only affect the business. Only interested in clubs and pubs. AT THE MOMENT. Not when it's in the "Working World". Till then..

P.S Anyone know of any pubs hiring bar-tender or training them, please contact me!

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

1:33 AM

Live the life you love, Love the life you live.

I got this sentence from an old friend years back and finally got the meaning. Goodness, it took long but it's always better late then never. I'm seriously getting so caught up with that sentence. It brings out the characteristic in oneself. Some may get confuse and trying very hard to understand. But if those who understand the sentence. Please start doing it! Those who haven't get a clue. No worries man, for Melvin is here.

Let's elaborate it further, I'll make it short and easier for you peeps to understand.

When Donnie, a pet puppy was wearing the collar with the sentence on it. People stared and wonder what does it mean. Live the life you love and love the life you live is all about you not trying to change yourself just to prove to someone you wanna show it to.

Live the life you love even if it means visiting the library or museum, just do whatever that please you. Not that anyone is complaining, or even if they do, you don't have to change your hobbies just because your friend says you can't dance in clubs. It applies to being in a relationship.

Torturing yourself at nightclubs just because guys/ladies hang around there and hoping you're find the "special" one there is ridiculous. Even if you do find someone, you won't share the common stuffs you two would like. One loves nightclub while the other one just follow up to keep him/her accompany.

Who knows, you might find someone just as attractive as the person you met in the nightclub at the library and museum and what's best is you both have something in common.

NEVER change the life you live just for the sake of something/someone just on that particular hobby itself.

And that's what happened when Donnie tried to change, he felt miserable. So love the life you live.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

8:04 AM

Irregular sleeping timing isn't good. Well, I assume it's no secret to those night owls like myself to understand the meaning. For the sake of school attendance, I must perserver. It's not like I don't wish to sleep. But my dad told me I'm a lousy sleeper. So it's better to only sleep after a wonderful day in school. Releasing those "stress" within me straight after practical is done.

Eyebags and pimples are out, but I've 4weeks to remove them! No worries, I'm still as pretty as I can get like no other guys can without their beauty sleep. Insufficient sleep isn't a problem as long as the computer is switched on.

I've learnt a new sentence today! And for the 2years in the pathetic school, for once, the teacher is giving something meaningful, not that it applies to the work, but to the daily issue.

"The materials are for student to use, not to abuse." Though some may say it's a common sentence, but yet again, I think it's very meaningful, especially to those who cherish those times in school, unlike those assholes who just play a fool. Bear in mind that I'm no longer one of those assholes. I'm a changed person. Just so you know. HAHA. Alright, let's not get into anymore pointers for me to flatter myself further.

It's 36hours 15mins 29sec since I last woke up and I'm gonna get some beauty sleep to keep my complexion. Till then, let's save it for another day.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

1:15 PM

Regarding the overseas trip to Tioman, I hope you guys can give me a reply as soon as possible, I really need to start booking for the hotels, transport etc. I can't do it without the confirmation of how many people is attending the trip. It's a 3 days 2 night trip on 26th September - 28th September. It'll help alot if you could give me a reply by this coming Friday 12th September and also pass me the cash for your tickets.

If for some reasons, you can't make it. Well at least tell me. I don't wanna leave the rope hangin there for nothing. Plans are mostly fixed in the afternoon, I'll ensure you that you're gonna have a hell of a time over there. So do not worry about not enjoying yourself. You'll be worried if you didn't turn up. Till then, it's the 1st overseas trip within ourselves as friends.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

7:23 AM

After weeks of rotting, I'm finally gonna use this blog to kill some of my precious time so much so I don't toss around bed without a good night sleep. Firstly, my sincere apology to those who went through the trouble to relink my unnecessary blog, but even if you don't. It's okay.

Well, a short day Today at Marina Square and Suntec City, a semi-family outing. Actually, not really a family outing, just needed my parents to fork out the bills while I pick my clothes. Spent $101.90 on a collar T-shirt and 2 shirts from TopShop. It's like finally, I found a shop which was always there, and which had those sizes I want. Not that I'm complaining, it's better late then never. What a relive, but the prices are killing me. Thank god that's what parents are for.

Jeremy(Cousin) joined us later on in the evening to look for his shirts. Walked around Marina and couldn't find the shoes suitable or rather, not the type he was looking for. Took a way to Suntec and City Link, or whatever that place is called. Nothing caught our attention.

Headed to bugis, bought a converse shoes with England's Flag at the corner. Unique and it was nice. Decided to call it a day, breakfast meal! 2 half boiled egg, 2 toast and a glass of Ice Milo to complete the set.

And here I am 30minutes later blogging.

P.S I'm damn tired and lazy to change the song at the moment. So switch off your speaker if you don't wish to listen. :P

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

9:34 PM