Visionary Philosopher. ♥

It's fucking 2 weeks since school started and my sleeping time is back to schooldays hours. Like what the fuck. Phobia of returning to school is keeping my sleeping timing back. Oh my gosh. And I thought sleeping from 11pm-6am during holidays was gonna get me prepared for school. LMAO! Like whatever.

Anyway! Though I must say, I was quite SAD to not step into class last week. I enjoyed the outing with Toh's friend whom I enjoy to hang around with. Perhaps we're open minded. Dragg, Toh, Kc, Jem, Kc. The outing groups are quite random, but I'm certain dragg and myself were always there during this outing. It won't be fun without us. rofl.

Being in pub for this past 2 weeks is seriously burning a damn big fucking hole in my wallet. And I can't believe we actually make friends with a Taiwan girl. Goodness, what on earth is going on here. Not that I'm condemning her. But I'm sure she is much more fun to hang out with other then those typical bitches walking around town. Ohhhhhhhh My Fucking... As day pass, NS is around the corner. My hair.. Noooooooo.

On the other hand, I can't wait for NS. The urge in my ego is corrupting my mind badly. Dragg brought colours to my life. LMAO. Omg dragg, this you gotta see. It's being so damn long since my phone ring. You brought back what I used to believe. HAHA, we're getting gay here. -_-'

Oh well, I love the outings even though it's a little off budget. Who gives a shit. :D

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

3:45 AM

Love or Lust?

Duration of time spent together can and can not tell the difference between love or lust, ever thought of it as a crush? I doubt, never been treated well before in your life from the opposite sex can lead to a disappointing misunderstanding which you hope it wouldn't happen. And after experiencing the deeply disturb emotion, you'll slowly feel the aching inside.

Just by looking at the current situation from the lady whom you thought you could hold on to doing a completely amazing attitude towards another person instead of you before or.. anyway.. It doesn't really matter if the other party isn't putting the effort. It takes 2 hand to clap, and if by letting it go reduce the pain and sorrow. You just gotta move on from where you were left out from them. The definition between Love and Lust is way to obvious for you to even miss the understanding between the 2 words. It'll be just a lust if doing to whatever that pleased them in a completely wrong way. As for Love, you should know what it is all about.

Though some may have being in a one sided wishful thinking on their part, it's time to learn how to let it go. Maybe 5years down the road, you'll live to regret, then again, you'll laugh at what you been through during the younger days. Nothing is gonna happen if you don't make the 1st move. Pride doesn't have much position when it comes to a relationship. But if rejected, live with it.

It'll hurt more then you expect if you'll to force them into a relationship with nothing but arguments. Unfortunately, you don't want that to happen. But doing that, you've to just let them be what they are right now.

The words that were said will always be there. I lay down my pride just by doing that.

P.S TOH! It's time to join me! Let's gooooooooooooooooooooo

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

2:01 AM

Today's POST IS FOR 18 AND ABOVE!

But knowing you people, you will just ignore the warning. Anyway...
If you're reading this blog right now, it'll be better if you understand hokkien or rather.. Anyway, what you're about to see/hear is very vulgar. For those good boys/good girls, I advise you people to close this web page immediately! To avoid being corrupted with what you're about to see.

As for those who understand.. Enjoy the short clip and listen to yourself laughing like you never did before.(That's if you understand the language) (:

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

1:07 PM

What a lifestyle.

It's been 2weeks since there's no job that will take me in. Unfortunately. 2 week straight lifestyle was bored, pathetic and completely lifeless. DotA, Sleep, Eat. But that's gonna change this Thursday when Toh is back! Goodness, finally. How time flies, it's been 2months since he was gone, my life time friend. Though some said friends come and go. Fortunately, Randy and Toh are the only friends that were with me since childhood. I miss the old days when mobile was ringing and friends asking for an outing. If only I had that chance to organise outing like I used to. But sadly, I left the gaming world(Maple). And that will no longer be a return. For some reason, I can't wait for National Service.. I really need to kill some time in my life. It wasn't a good choice when picking school to "study" knowing the friends are limited, not that I'm complaining about "Friends come and go", but at least there will be some there to kill time together.

It'll be another long walk before the mobile will ring once again, till then, I have completely nothing to do in my current life. Jobs are rejecting me due to my appearance which I think is completely a rubbish excuse, but I'll live with it.
The only time I enjoyed this month was Hari Raya, even though it was my parents' friend that I were talking to. But somehow I enjoy hanging out with mature people. Due to some reasons, but at my age can't take my talks or rather, some may say "I'm being rude just by saying that". For some reason, only people who understand me well or rather, have the same thinking can click with me very well, otherwise, they'll just show me their ignorance which I find it uber childish. But when it applies to adults, they'll just laugh at whatever I said, maybe it's in the genes that my father pass it on to me. People laughing, and having a wonderful time is a blessing. I don't see a need to walk, shop and find interesting outing just to make people happy to be with you.

- DotA Chat -

Krade. : No girl damn bored.
DoS)SanctuarY : No choice, Singapore girls damn humji.

Lol at that. Yunie is the 2nd online friend that I'm very close to besides Nezha.

I AM MR. HAN ZHI :D

10:26 AM